Vanmorgen sprak ik mijn team. Ik had het effe moeilijk, en dan is dat altijd weer het fijnste. Ze zetten me weer in mijn centrum, geven me inzichten en – natuurlijk! – superveel liefde. They are the best 

En ze zijn me aan het teachen – in het toepassen en dieper gaan in The Golden Aspect of Self.

En ik dacht: dit is nu, in het jaar 2023, het jaar van ontvangen, en van ongekende kracht, een heerlijke boodschap. Eng, maar heerlijk.
Dus hier is ‘ie, ook voor jou.

Dit zeiden ze:

……….

Of course we are here
We are here – always
Marieke, we know this is hard on you. It is not what you are used to. But, hear us now.

You’ve played the compassionate, loving, endless-space-giving, ever-open side of things. You’ve done it well, and thoroughly. It is, after all, your nature. It’s what you wanted to bring, what you wanted to learn to do in fysical plane. What you wanted to BE, in fysical plane.

Now you are directing all of that to you, yourself.
This is something new to unfold, something new to learn, in a new way, on a new level.

Such is the way of the true master
Because the true master realizes:
All of my Reality is me
And so all of the encounters
all of the relations
all of the interactions
are with me

And it is only right that in your ever-changing being, you let go, and unfold. Let go, and unfold. Let go, and unfold.
And once you know this – and you would apply – then there you are.

With gentleness and decisiveness
you can say no
and let it pass through you

With love and acceptance
you can say no
and let it pass through you

Choosing what to no longer hold onto
And choosing what to bring into focus

It is the greatest way to unconditional self-love, whatever you choose. The way of The Golden Aspect of Self. The movement of it, the expansion of it.

Because it’s in the choosing, that the love is

It’s in the conscious decision
that the love is

It’s in the taking of the responsibility
that the love is

Not steered by others in any way
not steered by anything outside of self
not steered by anything but you
and what is right and good for you

Now, we love you
We urge you onward
And we will always, always, support you

For you are one with us.

……….

Het deed me wel wat. Rust, en tegelijk onrust. Zoals dat gaat, bij grote veranderingen en groei. Wankele stappen, ik moet wel eens denken aan zo’n hertje met de ogen in de koplamp.

Maar inderdaad. Als ik altijd blijf doen wat ik al ken en kan valt er weinig te expanden. Dussssss: onward it is!

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